hey yall im back and do i have news for you all. first off....IM BACK FROM MY TRIP TO ANIME EXPO and let me say it was AWSOME! it was fun really. if youve ever seen me at cons im usually wondering around flaunting my coslays and doing shinanigans all over the place. this year however.....I GOT TO WORK IN THE BOOTHS AT THE DEALERHALLS!!! woot. whats cool about that experiance? well for one i can use that as a refrence at job interveiws and such also i got to meat many new faces. im so happy some of you found me and added me so quickly. yay. also it gave me a chance to do something new. i dont really go to gathering or atend mant of the shows so when i get badeg i normaly go wondering around the dealer halls anyways and spend money im not really meant to spend in crap that i later wonder what possessed me to do so in the first place... then i walk around the con looking totaly bored. this year however i made myself usfull and became a worker. i really did miss working my ass off. i havnt been able to do something like that sence my last job went under in January. yeah long time i know. also i learned that working the booth also give you rewards. like a job, you get payed for the work you do. but its not in cash its in credit. so longer story short i earned anough credit with my work to pay off a COMPLEAT anime saeries wich would have cost any normal human being at least $90... yay me. i managed to get both sets of the Ouran high school Host club box sets. ther are only two... and i managed to watch them all with my bestest friend here where i live. im not sure what her DA is but i'll find her. i have really no need to find her on here... after all we live so close anyhting we do is found out sooner or later XD.

also i know some of you were mad at me... BUT COME ON!!! DID YOU REALLY NEED TO SEEK ME OUT AND ATACK ME!? someone even went so far as to go find my Jillyfoo to get to me! im so greatfull she didnt say yes... god it was scary... some actually found me in my Yami cosplay. i feal for those who also went to the yugioh gathering. im glad i skiped out on it. some would be looking for me after i evaded them. gawd. but i do have to say thank you all for finding me. gave me a new idea for a wonder photo im finishing up so i can post it up soon. its great i once gain have my Jillyfoo sign of aproval.

it was a long weekend for me... but getting all the funny moments along i have some news that still makes me heart hurt after all that was said and done. it seems my faved little Jillyfoo has moved out of my house of fun and wonderment to move some place far off. she seemed like she needed to get out and move on. she will be missed but never forgotten. she knows shes still my Jillyfoo and i her Lee. nobody can change that. but i cant seem to help but think that... maybe there was more. we had a long talk before the con... and i don't think i was able to tell her every thing. i also dont think im been honest with myself for all this long time. im lost and hurt... but it is i who needs to find out what my next move is. "Life is all how you play it out. It's like a game. you win some and you loose some. only when you find out the truest meaning to YOUR life will you ever understand life at all." thats how ive been living my life. those were some words of wisdome from my dearest being that passed in my early childhood. she was my greatest insperation to keep on fighting it on... or her words..."trucking it through".....heh... whatever...

ok then....now that ive gotten that all out and have robably confused you all to high hell... heres some more words of awesomness. i'll be posting more chapters to hopefully make up for what i posted before AX. im currently working on a chapter that will melt your hearts and make your inner child sqwee from the "fanservice" Jillyfoo called it. i hope it makes up for the torture i put you all through.

anyway thats all from me. well... for tonight that is. i'll keep you all posted soon. toodles



Lee


ps.... i would have had pictures of the con if i wasnt totaly afraid of you all actually seeing me and seeking me out more....and if my camra had working batteries. i swaer camras hate me during con time. either i dont have one, the batteries are dead and i cant get new ones, the camra is full up, or is malfunctions. really now... i hate thos things so much i think the fealing is mutual XD